Mood Journal 04
Completely fucking unproductive today. Slept twice, and right now when I'm trying to focus, I find my mind jumping from one topic to another, or my eyes straying to something else on the screen. Rather frustrating honestly, but again, the point is to try.
// I am so tired of the fact that life progression requires me to constantly push against a current. It is exhausting because I do not enjoy what I do, and meaning exists only in the fact that it is 'good for me'. There is no passion, there is no reason to live.
/// It just feels like screaming in my head.